The Heroine’s Journey of Eva Lewarne

What is the best thing that I love about my work? I am an artist and I love listening to my Muse when she speaks which is often luckily. When I paint or play in photoshop I lose myself for long periods of time. It is like taking a vacation from my mundane thoughts constantly rattling in my brain. That is not to say painting is not frustrating. It is. because until you are finished you never know whether your creation will happen as you envision it.
What is my idea of perfect happiness? Perfect happiness is not an idea it is an experience and it can even happen in jail. Being aware of your spiritual beingness is perfect happiness. It has nothing with doing, or achieving, it is only about being.
What is my greatest fear? 
My greatest fear is that I squandered my life and accomplished nothing meaningful with it that I came here to do. And my Muse has forsaken me.
What is the trait that I most deplore in myself? Self-Doubt.
Which living persons in my profession do i most admire? People who are compassionate and live according to their inner beliefs, despite societies’ propensity to worship money above all. They treat others as themselves, who if they can make the world a better place for all, act in whatever capacity they are capable of. I am also full of awe for people who live in the street and have to scrounge for food and continue to live.
What is my greatest extravagance? I am a very prolific artist, even sometimes painting a canvas a day. Art supplies are very expensive, so I often re-paint older works. A new canvas and art supplies are my greatest extravagance.
On what occasion would I lie? To save someone’s life. Or dignity. 
What is the thing that I dislike the most in my work? The art world and how it is, in our industrial age, at the mercy of rich idiots, who make artists become marketing specialists instead of listening to their Muse. Art has become meaningless kitsch, without transcendent value decorating rich people’s walls. (pop art, abstract art) 
When and where was I the happiest, in my work? In my studio
If I could, what would I change about myself? I wouldn’t mind being younger with the knowledge and awareness I have now.
What is my greatest achievement in work? Raising two children on my own while being an artist and practicing zen meditation.
Where would I most like to live? I love Europe, but ended up living in America.
What is my most treasured possession? I have a few favourite paintings but really I don’t treasure possessions as they will not come with me after my demise. Although I do like my computer and Netflix.
What is my most marked characteristic? My big mouth…when I rant about injustices on the internet.
What is my most inspirational location, in my city? The AGO, Art Gallery of Ontario, recently re built by Frank Gehry.
What is my favourite place to eat and drink, in my city? Fresh, a very fine vegetarian restaurant.
What books influenced my life and how? I have always been an avid reader. But I believe Nikos Kazansakis was my all time favourite because you don’t just read words in his books you visualize everything and it arouses your passion for life and living. Zorba the greek was pivotal.
Who are my favorite writers? Franz Kafka, Albert Camus, John Steinbeck, Leo Tolstoy, Gabriel Marquez, Agatha Christie, Samuel beckett and too many list.
You Only Die Once. What music would I listen on my last day? Salsa, uplifting and happy…or Blues because I love it.
Who is my hero or heroine in fiction? Alice Neel, an American painter who also raised 2 children without giving up her art and did not get discovered until later in life. I love how expressive her figures are
Who are my heroes and heroines in real life? All the men and women who struggle in life but can maintain a sense of humour about it all.
Which movie would i recommend to see once in a lifetime? “The King of Hearts” – a movie about France after the Nazis left an open door to the Insane Asylum in Paris and which allowed the residents to take the places of Parisians who had fled. It was warm and creative.
What role plays art in my life and work? Major, being a visual artist. But also music is very important to me. It can change my mood and inspire or depress me.
Who is my greatest fan, sponsor, partner in crime? My artists friends.
Whom would I like to work with in 2018? I would like to work with a Curator of the AGO towards a large retrospective exhibition. 
Which people in my profession would i love to meet in 2018? Paula Rego, a Portuguese visual artist who paints socio-political and spiritual themes like myself.
What project, in 2018, am I looking forward to work on? In May 2018 I will have a solo exhibition of my photography, from “Artist As Hostage to Materialism” series. 
Where can you see me or my work in 2018? My studio or my two websites for painting and photography or Saatchi Art online.

What do the words “Passion Never Retires” mean to me? It means that if you lose your zest for life, you are doomed.

How can you contact me? . 

Eva Lewarne – BA AOCAD – painting   – photography


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